i wonder if you dream of me
feel me dancing around your consciousness
i wonder if you reach for me in your sleep
do you feel the emptiness
when you wake
i wonder if the thought of me
brightens your day
or does it make the space between us
feel like an ocean
i wonder if you long to feel me
in your arms
in your bed
on the tip of your tongue
i wonder if your heart is open enough
to hold all of me
or is your armour too strong
i wonder if you can remain
in the tears
the fears
and consuming passion
i wonder if the intensity of love
strengthens you
or leaves you overwhelmed
i wonder if you will ever let me in
make space for me
in your heart
or will i always remain
just outside your door
i wonder if you can meet me
in the place of wonder
are you curious about me
about us
of what we could be
i wonder if you yearn to know the why of me
to learn what makes me swoon
what elicits my craving of you
i wonder if i dreamt you up
and you are not really here
just a fantasy
of what could have been
i wonder if i can bring you
to the depths of me
or will you always be
just outside my reach
i wonder if you will draw me closer
deeper
show me your desire
or keep me hanging
i wonder how long i can chase the shadow of you
before i face the truth
if you won’t let me touch you
i wonder if you will finally
let me go
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